My email gathering campaign has not gone as well as anticipated...

My eagerness is my downfall. Having all this accessibility to other human beings through the internet makes me over excited to spread my ideas that I jump the gun and burn myself.

alex

2/24/20244 min read

5:52pm updated

This website was not ready for public scrutiny when I started blasting its address out to all my real life "friends" on facebook and acquaintances about a week ago?. I was so eager for a reaction that I fired it out to about a 100 people and got very little back. PATIENCE. Instead of having patience and just going with a small sample. I didn't....over eager. For instance, I auto-created a Terms and Conditions button with 20 pages of text that I never even looked at...Anyone looking at that would have been instantly turned off. So, short story, I've alienated about 100 of my facebook "friends." My guinea pigs if you will. I am learning more and more how facebook works. I posted a copy of a press release I wrote on Feb-16-2024 on my "public" timeline, thinking at the time, well I've emailed it too some media, may as well be open and honest about what I'm doing?

I changed my mind a day later as talked to one my FB friends, and they said my PR was coming up all over their FB news feed and everybody was reading and talking about it. I was like what? So I took it down. Information out though. Was going to write, damage done but what damage have I done? I have been upfront and honest with everybody about what I'm doing. I have a few goals. I'm out to change the world forever and I can see it happening.

1) #RLL I feel like I will be able to reach everyone on the planet with this simple message: #RespectListenLove by 2030/2024? With AI's help and the more I learn about what I can do with AI the more inevitable the changes I have in mind for society are destined. Why now? The timing is right and I felt it on or about Feb 11/12, a rush of energy to get this started and moving. It's an election year, uncertainty, doubt, whispers of fear is the in the air. When I came up with #RLL in 2016 I thought I can sell this to anybody, everybody loves it! See my respectlistenlove youtube channel. Hope I haven't lost all my RLL videos, had some good ones. But I was still drinking, I wasn't ready to present it and the world didn't need it, they had Trump. Now I'm ready and so is the world.

2) But I am in hurry, I have to build a machine that will funnel contact information to me from people all over the world as fast as I can. Plus I need to make a living here on this island I call home. I left my job as a dishwasher for 1.5 years at the surf as the chef wouldn't let me wear one ear piece while working...I got fired from the only gas station for refusing to wear a hypocritical mask...and finally fired after 1.5 years at the only supermarket because I refused to create even more garbage by changing my gloves between every customer.

I've lived in Malaysia, South Korea, traveled through Thailand, Philippines and so on. This "food safe" rubbish we have here in BC has got to end. "Woke" culture, it got me fired.

So here I am...2024-02-24 Saturday morning 5:21am as I type this. WHAT HAVE I DONE?

Well let me tell you. I have alienated my immediate family and ex-wife against me more than they ever were before. My sister and brother-in-law are telling everyone they know not to friend me on Facebook because they fear my words? I'm not sure why they are doing it. I'm off my meds? Well I have determined for myself that I am not suicidal, not depressed, haven't touched alcohol for 2.3 years. I expect this means I will lose my disability which will suck as I need to cover my expenses. Hasn't happened yet but its coming. Point is I have been on them for least 5 years and now I feel liberated. They were a sedative that kept me from thinking clearly.

#BPS - Bitcoin Philanthropic Society. It is my hope and dream that through #RLL people will naturally become more loving and more giving. You can read the background to #BPS here. #RLL leads to #BPS. I see the coming UBI legislation in Canada as an opportunity for people to give when they didn't before. I think #BPS can do a world of good.

As of Feb 14th 2024 my father has told me that he doesn't want any of my family estate buying Bitcoin or anything else. So they are leaving their "estate" to my sister who has been gone for the last 20-25 odd years. I have been trying to get my father to buy some Bitcoin since 2011, every year I try to convince him. I told them I didn't care, I don't need their money for what I'm doing as long as they gave it to Gaza and Palestine through my foundation. I said they could do a world of good for themselves and for the foundation. They laughed...time will tell.

I think the advantage of giving to #BPS is you don't have to decide where to give, we do. Of course, I have no partners yet so this is just text on a page for the moment. Oh by the way, did I tell you what I think of AI? We have summoned the devil no doubt. We are going to need to able to distinguish if human or AI. Until we agree that AI is ready for equal rights, 2030?

So what have I learned in the last week or so? People don't want to hear about what I'm doing. They like some of what I'm saying and not other stuff. Sorry brothers and sisters, I represent change, using AI and the internet I will be able to start a strong ripple that I expect will turn into a Tsunami at just the right time. With AI I feel completely liberated. What I imagine and construct in my mind can now be transformed into pictures, videos or suggested text. I put an ad in my local Gabriola facebook group for a helper, had one person get back to me who I promptly scared off. My parents want me to see the local psychiatric nurse, which is fine or a psychiatrist. I've been thinking about these hashtags for a long time and visualizing how to turn them into reality. As of Feb 14 2024 the time has come for me to share what I have thinking about all this time.

5:53pm - My father told me I am failing at windmills, called me "don" for "don quixote."